I din get a good sleep last night, Bi spam call me bout 70miss calls. Text me bout 30 plus msges? He come to my house pei me yesterday, & so many things happen, broke off w him&patch back again. I keep scolding him not to call me, cos i know when i hears his voice i'll cry. Im sorry Bi, but patch bk again cos Bi really v.sad&regret what he did.

Today went to schl was still fine, nothing to post at schl, gona studies for my MYE as im not prepared yet, im sick :{ my throt v.pain :{ Bi coming to my house pei me as i told him not to come he insist on coming._. so many things happen, i can't control my tears, yesterday when Bi go home gave him goodbye kiss& i hug him real tight& cried :{ as he knows something is wrong, he keep quiet until 15mins later i text him& he got broke down.

Bi: im sorry, i hate to see you beating yourself everytime when i makes you angry, I hate you keep pull me till my hand&leh all red red& it hurts. I hate to see blood coming out from your mouth&hand. I hate you shouting at me as non of my EX ever shouted at me. I dunwn you to get hurt even more. I know yesterday thing makes you real broke down, i hears your voice you were crying, im so sad. I almost cried. I dont have th guts to face you. As you promise me you wont throw temper at me, you wont try to hit me or make me here pain der pain, just want to tell you no matter how hard you pull me all this my hand hurts my leg hurts my stomach hurts th most pain place is my hearts. That time you slap me, yes it hurtful but my heart super pain, Whenever i help you bandage your hand i feel liek crying, i make you go crazy so you did this, But i hold onto my tears back. I saw your face so swollen im so sad, it indeed swollen! I really dun wish you hurt yourself anymore, hais, idk what to do, at schl i dont even have th heart to do work, whenever i do i thinks of you, keep thinking how you hurt yourself all this. yesterday you din notice when you were sleeping at my house i wake up, i gaze at you see you sleeping. Imissyou Bi :{ Im sorry if i din wan talk to you now&nvr reply your text.

N.YinSin ; im glad that you post your blog say want to quit gum all this, dont touch gum when he is not around, that time we touch we were lucky that Hankuan & hi, were beside us, but now no more, im scare that you will get into trouble. Cheer up dumb, i try my best go look for you during weekends kay, Imissu.

GTRJ ; Wika ; Precious ; i din forget you all lovely, im busy w boyfriend yes i admit. im so trouble :{ i miss you all. Luv*