Everything changed, 11Dec Bi will be going Ns, why so fast? & why everything changed so fast?

He changed, everyone changed. idk what to do, you were not th Bi i used to know, i know my Bi always put me at th first place, always listen to me, always think of me when he do everything. Now?

Like yesterday, i tell you come clinic bring me, you say your hair messy haven't bath you don't want, but last time you will just come down bring me up to your house.

you promise when you want to touch th comp you will ask me first, when i reach home you will sure off the comp & pei me, but you never. You choose to put computer games first in your heart then me. I have been crying at your room laying down on your bed you din even notice too.

When godpa & sis come fetch me go 244 you still want to quarrel w me, as you know my attitude, what i want just you hong me only, you don't even bother to hong me. You help me carry my thing down & you just take your card & go off.

You go yongherh house you never even ask me first, you know who i dislike & who i like. Very seldom you say you ton, but why yesterday? people keep saying you play tagged but i chosoe to believe you then suspect you. 2 more month to go you will be serving Ns, yet you din even cherish th time we had now.

wondering who will i go to when you are serving your ns, your birthday coming yet we quarrel.

you promise me that we will nevr quarrel anymore, yet now? It has been so long that we auqrrel till like thta, im sick & tire of you, till you turn back then i will go back to you.

Why everyone changed?