Has been crying for a long time, keep asking myself, why am i still crying?

Ahyi & E zhang married 17years also can divorce le, Sis friend wanxin & bf 7years also can break le.

Girlfriend last time also gone through this pain, keep making myself v.v.busy so that i won't go and think of him. But once i'm alone i failed to, i cried. :(

Why he betray me? At that time he still stead w me & he was chatting on th phone w another girl, no long after he ask th girl for stead just brcause i am working?

Tomorrow will be our 9month, & before that you still text me say you luv me, & those sweet goodnight message.

I don't want to share a men w another girl, so i tell myself to let go. No point crying so much.

I'm crying here yet you are enjoying your life there.

But so not used to it, nobody call me Bibi anymore, my phone won't keep ringing & appear your name anymore.

Nobody say he miss me, nobody so pampered me, what i want get for me.

Nobody hug me & say "iluvBibi" anymore.

Nobody make sad face in front of me anymore.

Nobody help me wash my clothes, pack school bag & give me allowance anymore.

Nobody cooks give me eat anymore :(

yes i admit all this 8month plus i feel so luv by you, & i'm really happy to be w you.

But once thing changed i have to let go.

Everyone tell me you are so flirt outside, but ended up i choose to believe you, this prove i am wrong.

Although i still love you, maybe evenrything take times, shall wait for 2years later ....

God Bless Th Girl, ( wondering will he time th girl, pity her* )

Gona buy new notebook next week, & i promise to update everyone if i can, thanks JoeyMeimei, AhYi, Yinsin DumbDumb, jean Precious, Ah lun papa, Ah Ming stupid, Wika girlfriend, Fangxin Sweeties, Kit anw :) luv you guy..

Oh ya, & my beloved Toto, he so cute can, when i'm crying he wipe away my tears & make one sad sound telling me don't cry anymore & he KISS ME!